Bloganuary writing prompt

What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?

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For long years I was not able to speak to public w/significant amount of people in the audience. One mentor taught me that fear of exposure of who I am maybe the source of this fear. The training involved ‘to thy own self be true’. This was a deep dive into failures and accepting it was my involvement w/not doing my best. Further training needed was many social events and mixing myself for exchanges. Finally, speaking up at meetings as much as possible desensitized my fears, but not overnight. It was such a great relaxing feeling to have fear control.

Daily writing prompt

What is your mission?

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The Last Hit. Y.A. Title 1963 In his last 3 years in N.Y. he never was able to deliver a championship but the franchise considers his years as their ‘Glory Years’ b/c he delivered Heart.

Few public members know that the death of young Johnny’s kidneys would arise from overdoses of too much of the wrong antibiotics? Using SM information for this has power beyond the authorities whose mission, like the AZBN, is to ‘protect the public’. Not going to happen. Arizona health care access and efficacy is at the bottom of the rated lists. The medical bd only exists for proxy cash payments and after a number of drinks of alcohol b/w friends you learn to leave the state for treatment.

Daily writing prompt

What could you do differently?

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Once upon a time I was a dedicated nurse and worked in a small hospital in Bullhead City, AZ.; a bedroom community of Casino rich Laughlin, Nv. I learned that physicians are not all created by the gods many people think they are. I worked in surgery and easily confirm good surgeries or not, and diligence of evaluations is success or not. A close associate had spinal surgery there where instrumentations of steel were driven through her esophagus and she was discharged with a large hole in her internal feeding tube then told by Isaac M. Thapedi M.D. it’s OK to drink fluids. This action went to where she never recovered. This was not Isaac’s first stupid move. I had much evidence of sheer quackery which ran through his Alzheimer’s diseased mind and spread the news far and wide bySM; The hospital was the largest employer in the city as well as ancillary consultants forever. The money this physician generated was huge and being a surgeon whose mind is diseased and damaging pts. should be horrible for business. Should be.That’s where I should of done my social attacks differently as money and power are way more important than the truth. It was 37 court appearances in local districts w/atty gen/az, municipal cases both criminal and civil and adminstrative; w/civil attys. All liars. I got destroyed by doing good in bad towns….whoever said “Honesty is the best policy”, is wrong. I would’ve been impeccable in my word, and let them kill w/malice.

Daily writing prompt

What are your biggest challenges?

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The concept of guiding a desperate, chemically addicted person/ either alcohol or narcotics to mental and physical safety presents difficulties of patience b/c often they’re spiritually ignorant. The addicted need the assistance of more than a desire to stop. Accepting higher powers for influence is critical for success and to find serenity.